Drowning feeling as if there's no way up A word that has much meaning if you look it up But to me, this word simply applies to how I feel Drowning as if I can't provide for things to make someone feel Drowning in an abyss I feel I can't escape from the abyss Drowning and seeing all around me trying to escape from the abyss Can they do it, or can they not? That's a question I'm afraid I can answer not Or an answer that all can not Drowning more and more feeling pressure Trying to go back up to relieve this pressure Sadly a pressure I cannot escape from These days feel as if the pressure is hard to escape from Is this a cry for help? a cry for attention? Or simply crying out for someone to listen? Sounding like a broken record Hoping someone can help me change the record A record in my self A record that seems to not change to start anew A record that wants to be new A record that is tired of feeling new when it is not A drowning that this record can't seem to escape from Afraid of sharing so publicly, and feeling broken Am I broken? Am I a broken record that can't swim? Am I a broken record that can't stop drowning?